Bio and other TG info

My Stats

Age: Thirty Something
Height: 5'9 (without heels)
Measurements: 38C, 28", 34"
Nationality: British
Sexual preference: Heterosexual as a male, Lesbian as a female
Musical tastes: Everything from Beethoven to Bon jovi, with an emphasis on 80's rock and soft metal.
Hobbies: Cross dressing… Cross dressing… Cross dressing…

The story of Robyn

My earliest memory of cross dressing was one Halloween night, I must have been about 4 or 5, being a last minute rush I had no outfit for the night's trick or treating, so my mother put me in a dress, applied make-up and a wig on me, and sent me off, well I enjoyed it…

Ever since the age of puberty (12-13 in my case), I was fascinated by the look and feel of tights (pantyhose), I used to love wearing them, the look the feel, but after I had relived myself I would feel disgusted with the whole episode and get them off as quickly as I possibly could, I simply did not understand the concept of dressing. As I grew older my dressing became more advanced, sometimes it would be just wearing lipstick, and experimenting with the shape and colour, other time's I would do a full face, and eventually I progressed into full dressing. This whole episode would have happened over a period of about 10 years.

So as you can see my Transillusional journey has been a long and slow process over the majority of my life. A note here is called for about my reference to Transillusional, I refer to my cross dressing in this way, because Robyn is not full time, the transformation from my male self to my female persona as Robyn is a Transillusion (she is not real just an illusion).

 It was a long and slow process over the years for Robyn to finally come out, my first full cross dress was about 10 years ago, and in those years I have been a closet cross dresser. I say it was long and slow because at the time of puberty I only had a fascination for nylon tights and stockings, I loved the look and feel of them on my legs…hmmm…

It was not until 4 or 5 years later that I started experimenting with make-up,
Eventually I progressed into dressing in women's clothes, doing my make up and wearing High heel shoes. Finally Robyn was born.
 

My dressing was always a private thing, my life in general was lived as a perfectly normal heterosexual male, I started dating female's in the mid to late 80's, the fashions where loud in those days and the pop culture's influence on fashion and look's was such that girls wore a lot of make up and bright clothes, so off course I found I my girlfriend's the very essence of what turns me on when cross dressed. It was because of this that my cross dressing was not such a strong influence in those day's, but looking back I think that it would have been more socially acceptable to be a cross dresser in the 80's as to what it would be now day's. Naturally I revealed my cross dressing habit's to a couple of my girlfriend's, and none that I revealed it too where really put of by this, although there have been some trials and tribulations of the whole thing with some of my partner's. But with other's they where totally accepting of me, and even incorporated my dressing into our sexual activities. I.e. we would both dress up (underwear, make-up, the works) and then have hours of wonderful sex. I must have been lucky to have so many girlfriends with Sapphic tendencies.

She is only part time, she is an inward part of me, in normal life I am a full time male, who works, lives, and dates women as a male. Occasionally I will reveal Robyn to my female partner if I feel she will be accepting of it.

I have had 4 such partners in my life, including my current girlfriend, and am having a happy and loving relationship with her.
 

Sharing Robyn with them has been a wonderful experience, and has even been great for our sex lives.
 So there we have it, soon one day (with her support) as I continue my journey through life Robyn will eventually step out into the real world and interact with others like me. My girlfriend is giving me an abundance of confidence and support, so now it's only a short matter of time.

Now days I still live and work full time as a male, my cross dressing is predominantly more important in my life than it has ever been, and just a few month's ago, I revealed my female persona (Robyn) to the internet community, In this time more than 10 thousand of you have browsed my page's, read my bio and seen my picture's. I feel that I am convincing, but I am not sure that I would pass in public (email me and let me know what you think).
 

As the years have gone by my cross dressing has become more advanced, (I have a very caring and understanding GG girlfriend), I think that One or two of my friends (both male and female) have an idea of what I do, but if I am right, they do not seem to be bothered about it.  this where the extent of my cross dressing finishes, or is it just the beginning?

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