My High Heel Shoe Fetish
Most Cross dressers, transvestites etc.. have a high heel fetish.
Flat sole 7 Inch Heels, the highest heel a cross dresser could stand in…Never mind walk!
Writing this, I am wearing 7 inch high heels a mini denim skirt and stockings. OK they look good and are about as high as one can cope with in a flat sole style (no platform) and certainly you could not go shopping in them. I would challenge any Genetic Girl to achieve this never mind a tranny.
These are strictly indoor shoes for fun. In case your wondering these are made my “The Highest Heel”, very appropriate! My wife also has shoes by the same company a very nice pair of leather five and a half inch stiletto’s, would you go shopping in those? Don’t be under any illusion here when you purchase your shoes, five inches are easy, five and a half inches are just manageable on the street, five and three quarters are challenging and 6 inches are only for those who are well used to heels. Now that’s just my personal opinion and I have been wearing heels for well over ten years.
So what are seven inch heels like to walk in? Very challenging is the short answer and they take time to get used to. If your going to give shoes this high a go I suggest you get used to a pair of 5 inch heels first, if your not used to 5 inches then start at 3 and a half and work your way up as you need to train your calf muscles to stretch so you can walk comfortably in high heels. Another thing to note is that the higher the heel (or instep) the more your natural centre of gravity is off and the more pressure there is on the ball of your foot, this is why you need to train your calf muscles and toe ligaments to stretch so you can stand upright to compensate. Also standing upright properly in heels cause your bum to stick out slightly more and the bum muscles to be more pert.
Why are real women able to handle higher heels better than a cross dresser? Most shoes are designed for real women who typically have a smaller footprint round the ball and toe area of the foot, so the broader your foot the more your natural footprint around this area is displaced within the shoes. Toe curling for example reduces the contact footprint with the ground that we are used too and that affects balance more than the heel height itself. Real women also have had more practice in wearing high heels, many from a young age; so their calf muscles are already trained. Another reason is that real women have a steeper natural instep where as men have a lower natural instep (the angle achievable naturally between the ball and heel of the foot).
Can I train my calf muscles to make it easier for me to walk in heels? Yes, if you want to train your calf muscles stretch you can do this out of heels. Warm your leg muscles up by having a brisk walk, jog or running on the spot for a few minutes. Using the stairs step on the edge of a step with one foot and slowly lower your heel over the edge as far as you can and then hold for 3 seconds. Now stretch upwards so that your heel is raised as far as you can and hold for 3 seconds. Repeat as often as you can until you start to feel a burn in your calf muscle. now repeat with the other foot. After you have been doing this for a couple of weeks you will find it is much easier to walk in your high heels, you will stand straighter and your bum will be more pert.
For me, if the heel is less than five inches they are not worth wearing, they are easy to walk in and just don’t provide the challenge to walk in that I like. If you want to wear the highest possible heel and still move around gracefully instead of walking like a chicken that needs to squat you should consider platform heels, especially if you must wear the highest heel you can and try to pass your self off in public. Even if you don’t care much for passing you could not walk very far in a pair of flat 7 inch flat sole heels whereas a pair of 7 inch heels with a 2 inch platform soles are much easier to manage oneself in; providing you get the right size.
In case your wondering the average girl on the street wearing high heels (of course you look out for them!) as far as I can tell wears a heel between under 4 (common) and 5 (rare) inches, they look higher simply because the shoes are smaller than what is cross dressers wear and usually the heel is slimmer than that found on larger shoes. I once saw a girl wearing a pair of 5 and a half inch fuchsia stiletto shoes and that set me of on a mission to find a pair in the same style. Yes I found them “Extreme” at “Pier Silber” and had to buy a pair, mine are in black and the heel is five and three quarters in height. I can comfortably walk in them as luckily I managed to get the right size.
Most mainstream shoes (in the UK) are only manufactured up to size 8, therefore us CD girls tend to have to go for more specialist shoes made in larger sizes which tend to have chunkier heels. This may explain why us CD and TV girls have such a fetish for very high heels; because the higher the heel the slimmer it looks.
One more thing, walking in heels comfortably or with confidence is one thing, real girls do it naturally, pretend girls need to learn deportment.
My Bio – The Begining
First pic of me CrossDressed Circa 1991
My Stats
Age: Thirty Something
Height: 5’9 (without heels)
Measurements: 38C, 28″, 34″
Nationality: British
Sexual preference: Heterosexual as a male, Lesbian as a female
Musical tastes: Everything from Beethoven to Bon jovi, with an emphasis on 80′s rock and soft metal.
Hobbies: Cross dressing… Cross dressing… Cross dressing…
The story of Robyn Summers
My earliest memory of cross dressing was one Halloween night, I must have been about 4 or 5, being a last minute rush I had no outfit for the night’s trick or treating, so my mother put me in a dress, applied make-up and a wig on me, and sent me off, well I enjoyed it…
Ever since the age of puberty (12-13 in my case), I was fascinated by the look and feel of tights (pantyhose), I used to love wearing them, the look the feel, but after I had relived myself I would feel disgusted with the whole episode and get them off as quickly as I possibly could, I simply did not understand the concept of dressing. As I grew older my dressing became more advanced, sometimes it would be just wearing lipstick, and experimenting with the shape and colour, other time’s I would do a full face, and eventually I progressed into full dressing. This whole episode would have happened over a period of about 10 years.
So as you can see my Transillusional journey has been a long and slow process over the majority of my life. A note here is called for about my reference to Transillusional, I refer to my cross dressing in this way, because Robyn is not full time, the transformation from my male self to my female persona as Robyn is a Transillusion (she is not real just an illusion).
Really getting into the CrossDresing circa 2001 - 10 Years Later
It was a long and slow process over the years for Robyn to finally come out, my first full cross dress was about 10 years ago, and in those years I have been a closet cross dresser. I say it was long and slow because at the time of puberty I only had a fascination for nylon tights a
nd stockings, I loved the look and feel of them on my legs…hmmm…
It was not until 4 or 5 years later that I started experimenting with make-up,
Eventually I progressed into dressing in women’s clothes, doing my make up and wearing High heel shoes. Finally Robyn was born.
My dressing was always a private thing, my life in general was lived as a perfectly normal heterosexual male, I started dating female’s in the mid to late 80′s, the fashions where loud in those days and the pop culture’s influence on fashion and look’s was such that girls wore a lot of make up and bright clothes, so off course I found I my girlfriend’s the very essence of what turns me on when cross dressed. It was because of this that my cross dressing was not such a strong influence in those day’s, but looking back I think that it would have been more socially acceptable to be a
cross dresser in the 80′s as to what it would be now day’s. Naturally I revealed my cross dressing habit’s to a couple of my girlfriend’s, and none that I revealed it too where really put of by this, although there have been some trials and tribulations of the whole thing with some of my partner’s. But with other’s they where totally accepting of me, and even incorporated my dressing into our sexual activities. I.e. we would both dress up (underwear, make-up, the works) and then have hours of wonderful sex. I must have been lucky to have so many girlfriends with Sapphic tendencies.
She is only part time, she is an inward part of me, in normal life I am a full time male, who works, lives, and dates women as a male. Occasionally I will reveal Robyn to my female partner if I feel she will be accepting of it.
I have had 4 such partners in my life, including my current girlfriend, and am having a happy and loving relationship with her.
Blonde Trashy Tart Circa 2005
Sharing Robyn with them has been a wonderful experience, and has even been great for our sex lives.
So there we have it, soon one day (with her support) as I continue my journey through life Robyn will eventually step out into the real world and interact with others like me. My girlfriend is giving me an abundance of confidence and support, so now it’s only a short matter of time.
Now days I still live and work full time as a male, my cross dressing is predominantly more important in my life than it has ever been, and just a few month’s ago, I revealed my female persona (Robyn) to the internet community, In this time more than 10 thousand of you have browsed my page’s, read my bio and seen my picture’s. I feel that I am convincing, but I am not sure that I would pass in public (email me and let me know what you think).
As the years have gone by my cross dressing has become more advanced, (I have a very caring and understanding GG girlfriend), I think that One or two of my friends (both male and female) have an idea of what I do, but if I am right, they do not seem to be bothered about it. this where the extent of my cross dressing finishes, or is it just the beginning?
TG Definitions
The introduction of the Internet into my life opened a whole new world for me as a cross dresser, until I found the next generation of communication I felt all alone with my little secret, the fact that I am a closet cross dresser.
Before I go any further it may help for me to define some terms Cross dresserA person who like’s to dress in clothes of the opposite sex, but whose sexual preferences are that of the opposite sex. cross dressers usually only strive through there dressing to achieve a look that they find attractive on the opposite sex, for instance to see his partner dressed in sexy lingerie and heavy face make-up, the Cross dresser will try to achieve this look for himself, because he find’s it is a turn-on when his partner portrays this look, or he may do it because his partner simply will not dress up for him. 80% of cross dressers are heterosexual, whilst only about 50% of homosexual males cross dress.
This would indicate that cross dressing has little to do with gender orientation, although this is generally true it is not exclusive. TransvestiteA person who like’s to dress in clothes of the opposite sex, but whose sexual preference’s are not so rigidly defined. A Transvestite may pass himself of as a woman in order to gain the attentions of other males for sexual encounters, or who may actually feel like a woman trapped in a male body.
In other word’s a transvestite is a male who cross dressers and who has the condition that physiologist define as gender dysphoria. Transvestite’s generally are attracted to members of the same sex as themselves genetically, but feel like a woman inside, thus the need to pass themselves of as a woman.
A transsexual is a transvestite that has undergone gender reassignment and lives his life as a woman.It must be noted here that on the subject of gender orientation there are may variables that simply cannot be classified by simple terms such as cross dresser, transvestite, etc…for instance a cross dresser normally maintains a heterosexual policy to his sexual preference’s but undoubtedly will find other cross dressers sexually attracted to himself and may therefore at some point in his life indulge in sexual activities with other cross dresser or transvestite’s.
You can therefore see the distinction between cross dressing and transvestitism is not so easily defined without bringing the question of gender orientation into the equation.There are many thousands of cross dressers out there on the Internet, everyone has a story to tell, and everyone has the same thing in common, none of us really know why we cross dress, just that we get an immense pleasure from doing so.
I must admit I did not know fore a long time why I did it, but now I have a good idea, and it is this that I wish to share with you, because in doing so I hope that you can find the reason why you (or your partner) cross dress.
Why do we Cross Dress
You know, cross dressing, with me tends to happen in cycles, sometimes I want to do it more than others, and sometimes I have no interest in doing it at all. But that begs the question what is the fascination with cross-dressing? Is it do with the fact that we are trying to find something in ourselves that we are not finding in our partner. Or perhaps something that is just missing from our lives?
Take this for instance, some men have a fascination with seeing a woman with a nice figure dressed a short skirt and high heels, and best of all the fishnet stockings. Your partner on the other hand, doesn’t portray this image, or fulfil this fantasy, you do not want to be unfaithful, perhaps it’s not your nature. Cross dressing for some people then, it would seem, is just a way of living this fantasy, without necessarily having to be unfaithful.
Or perhaps it is just a safer environment for being able to fulfil one’s Own fantasy of portraying that image of which we desire within our partners or indeed, more often within ourselves. That last comment needs expanding on, To fulfil one’s Own fantasy, do some men get turned on by the fact that they are able to betray a feminine image? Some will achieve this very successfully, whilst others will achieve it to a certain extent. Perhaps for some it’s just a form of sexual relief, for others they seem to just one what to see what it would be like to leave as a woman for a period the time, knowing that they can return to their normal masculine self- just by taking off the make-up, the wig, the female clothes, etc.
From a more psychological point of view, When it comes to cross dressing the psychology behind the reasons why we do it is very complicated, For the individual concerned is really the only person that can work out why we do it, with or without counselling from a 3rd party. Perhaps we where just born this way! There is after all, a school of thought that defines the biological reason’s for cross dressing through to gender orientation by explaining the reasons away in scientific terms. This theory defines that our gender is determined biologically prior to birth.
The Chromosome Theory
Let’s take a quick biology lesson. Life for all of us begins in the womb, prior to conception we exist as a single egg comprising amongst other things, an X chromosome. The male sperm that impregnates the egg can consist of either an X or Y chromosome, this determines the sex, XX = female, and XY = male.
Should and X Y chromosome combination result, the child will be born as a Male. During the early stages of pregnancy the foetus will normally receive a large dose of male hormones from the pregnant mother. This putt’s into place all of the biological mechanisms that will cause the unborn child to develop as a male. However, studies have shown that mothers tend to have male hormones in that their bodies at slightly different levels during pregnancy, this means that during the earlier stages of pregnancy, a higher or lower dose of male hormones can affect the way in which the unborn child develops biologically.
From this, it should be no news to you that, we all have combinations of male and female hormones within us, it is this balance of male and female forms that determine the way we are. So, it would not be out the sight of logic for to assume that if a male receives too low a dose of male hormones during this crucial stage of development, he might at a later age find that he has a very strong feminine side. After all this theory explains that we are all the essentially female to start off with.
Then of course there is always the psychological influences exerted upon us during the early years of developments after birth, those of our parents, our families, our schooling, other social environments, and the influences of those who we befriend as we get older. I believe that the mechanisms that define one’s own gender are put into place well before birth, only the social environment to which we are brought into will really have any effect on the way we develop further.
If you think about it, social roles within society are often attributed to either the male or the female depending upon the role, you know what I’m mean! You would not necessarily see a female lumberjack, because socially this is seen as the masculine role, similarly, you would not expect the male to take up sewing as a vocation.
These are social behaviours exerted upon all of society; by the way society attributes masculine and feminine to strength and weakness. So you can see from this that the majority of was will develop as society dictates, this would seem to override the biological principles discussed above. But not true, society might dictate the way that things should be however we did not always listen to our peers or do as they say, or believe what they tell us. We are all exposed to other social environments to a greater or lesser extent, some environments our parents will shield us from. But as we get older, we get more independent, as we get more independent, we spend more time doing the things and being in environments that are pleasing to us. The point I am trying to make here is, that our gender is defined, along with our personality, along with all of our strengths and weaknesses, likes and dislikes, from the time that we were born right through puberty to adolescence.
There is no clear answer as to why we develop as transgender or normal, it is the result of many complicated biological and sociological factors. For me, I can remember at a very young age, probably about the time of puberty I had a fascination with legs, and more specifically legs that were covered in nylon, oh yes! That’s what started for me. I’ve had a fascination with legs, specifically stockings and nylons, from an early age. I was probably I about 11 years old. When ever I had a private moment I could fulfil this need for myself, and after all, I do have a great pair of legs, even if I do say so myself. And from here as I got older it naturally progressed, and as my interests in women got stronger. Look at it this way, it was the 80’s after all, you know all the great music (remember the gender influences on Pop of the time) the fashions of the Eighties, that typical nicely done well-made up face. Hell the Eighties were great, and in some of the ways that I dress nowadays is influenced by this wonderful era.
Although many 80’s icons stood up for being different, and most of them had homosexual tendencies, this has caused a socially distorted view of cross dressing, in that if you cross dress you must be gay. This is simply not true; the majority of us are straight men, with a strong feminine side. But society dictates this homosexual or perverted nature, and does not accept us for what we are, just normal men who like to dress as women. Thank goodness for the Internet, Jerry Springer, and the likes, because now we have a strong voice. It is time for society to lay down their inbred misconceptions and accept that we are normal, we are here and we are here to stay.
Why Transillusions
As I sit straight in my chair to write this, I sit pert and upright. I am reminded, that this is how I have to sit, due to the restraining nature of my corset, as it squeezes my waist down to a mere 24″, it forces me to adopt a more upright posture.
It’s quit an unusual feeling for someone who only dresses in this sort of gear part time, but that reminds me that I am only creating an illusion, what I refer to as the Transillusion.
As I proceed to write this manuscript about my Transillusion it is my intention to let you know how I feel, in order to help you have a deeper understanding as to why you and others like me do this. Wearing en-fem. clothes is only part of it, after all at heart I am a man, a man who appreciates the feminine form, the clothes women can wear, too, they can wear makeup to emphasize or disguise there facial features, or to create there look! Everyday many woman rise in all their naked beauty, they can dress with a wider variety of styles and materials in their clothes that what we man can ever do.
They can dress to fulfil our fantasies, they can dress down in trousers and a sweatshirt, they can dress up for a night on the town, and they can dress en-Glam for that special night. As a man, I can really only appreciate a Woman for being a Woman, the real appreciation of a woman is in her womanhood, not they way she dresses or how she does or doesn’t do her make-up, that is why my Transillusion. is just an illusion, it’s a celebration of what women can do with there looks, and how a man can imitate them, sometimes badly and sometimes very well.
Since as a was writing this, I just received an email to say that I have a received a Pretty T Girl award, therefore I can only assume the latter is true in my case, To those of you who voted this award for me, may I take this opportunity to thank you all, and to the many of you who have taken the time to email me with your compliments, thought’s, questions and most of all Your Support.
Now what else do we guys like about women, Legs, MM. now there is a subject, as far as legs go, you either got them or you haven’t, how many cross dressers out, there are leg lovers, nylon lovers, or have some other fetish with leg’s and nylon’s, and that is where my transgender journey began, but you can read about that in my bio. Just to let you know I am wearing fishnet seamed hold up stockings and tight clingy little black skirt and red 5″ stiletto heels, and a black velour top, with a red wide belt.
There’s that leg thing again!So that leads me on to footwear, women’s footwear is far more exciting that the male counterpart, wow I just love to see women walk on a very high slim stiletto heel, so here we have also a shoe fetish, another contributing factor to cross dressing in a very high majority of cross dressers. For me the creation of the Transillusion involves fulfilling a certain criteria of personal fetishes, Make-up, women’s clothes, legs and nylons, high heels and personal or public admiration or acceptance or my efforts, after all why would anyone take offence in me if I just what to celebrate the opposite sex by showing what I admire most in them, in my own personal celebration of them.
Now don’t get me wrong I also admire women for being women in there own right, women have come a long way since the women’s rights movements of the 60’s and 70’s, and I like to think that we live in an equal and balanced society, where woman are accepted for there strength’s and contributions too our societies and way of life, and one day so will all of us who are considered Transgender, and not considered freaks, or have labels regarding our preferred gender applied to us.
O.K. I admit that there are many people within the transgender community who have sexual preference towards their same genetic identity, i.e. a homosexual male could be a cross dressers, but statistically, most cross dressers are straight men, not gay. As a cross dressers I can simply say that my cross dressing is a celebration of women, what they are and what they can be, It is simply my attraction to women that is the driving force for my Transillusion, although I receive many admiring compliments from the male visitors to my site, and from the many of you within the transgender community who take the time too write me, I feel blessed with your appreciation, and support of my personal hobby, and for that you provide for the transgender community.
